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In ancient myths the symbolism of the Owl is often entwined with the feminine (Anima) principle, such as Witches and the practice of Witchcraft. For example, the Queen of (Succubi) Succubae called Lilith in Hebrew lore, who is very much associated with the (Lilitu) Owl.

Lilith represents the experience of the Old-Hag-Syndrome or otherwise called the Bedroom Invader Experience, which is experienced when inadvertently accessing hypnagogic trance at the point of sleep.

This experience is known of by many other cultures, which utilise similar symbolism to describe it. When accessing hypnagogic trance, it then leads to conscious ingress into the dream, wherein Lilith manifests as a three-dimensional interactive reality.

Hence, the Owl has held been revered as well as feared throughout human history. Owls have since become associated with alien abduction experiences. The experience of alien abductions often occur when an individual inadvertently experiences hypnagogic (phase) trance, which as mentioned is associated with Lilith.

Hypnagogic trance is consciously induced by shamans, which is termed as being the little death by occultists. The hypnagogic state involves the experience of sleep-paralysis, which gave rise to the term nightmare, since an individual who inadvertently experiences this altered state of consciousness will often experience terrifying visions.

Although, when an individual overcomes his or her fear of the assailing nightmare he/she can then consciously ride the Mare of the Night wherever he/she wills to travel without moving within his/her lucid dreams.

A heterosexual male practitioner can transmute the nightmare into an erotic experience; hence the term Night-Mare and its association with Lilith, who is seen to be a Succubus archetype of the Fallen Anima. (Those of other sexual orientations will reverse the symbolism as required.) 

Lilith is associated with the Tarot card of the High Priestess Of The Silver Star II, whose priestess symbolism can be otherwise equated with a Nun, which of an associated aside leads us to a tale related by Whitley Strieber in the book, ‘The Super Natural,’ who tells of an unsettling event, which happened to him in 1968.

“That year, I was living in London and attending the London School of Film Technique, now called the London Film School.  During the summer break, I decided to travel on the Continent.  On an overnight train to Florence, I fell in with a girl.” 

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“We began traveling together.  For a couple of weeks in Florence, we had a lovely time, living together in chaste intimacy.  But then we went on to Rome, and when we toured St. Peter’s, she became crazy, stalking through the church in raging silence.  She scared me.  I was living with her in a small pensione near the railroad station.  I decided, ‘No more,’ and headed off to the pensione to collect my suitcase and get out of there.”

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“I went into our tiny room, threw my toothbrush into my suitcase, and started to leave.  Then I stopped.  Her suitcase was lying at the foot of the bed. I have always been a bit too curious, and I opened it.  What I saw shocked me to my core.  In it was a NUN’s habit and, lying beside it, a dry, flattened OWL carcass. I didn’t get off the train again until I was in Strasbourg.”

“The Owls were gathering,” Strieber concludes, and this is the point of his story. Owls have always been mysteriously intertwined with his experiences of his humanoid alien Greys, he prefers to call, The Visitors.

The Tarot card of The High Priestess/Nun depicts her being seated between two pillars, one is black, the other white. These two pillars represent the two nerve channels of the Autonomic Nervous System, which run along either side of the spine. When these two nerve channels are brought into balance via meditative practices or auto-hypnotism, it then leads to a shamanic practitioner attaining hypnagogic trance, which is symbolically represented as being Grey.

The central pillar is then activated, which represents the central nerve channel running along the centre of the spine. The central nerve channel is associated with the Central Nervous System. Most of the nerve fibres of the Central-Nervous-System are mostly found in the chest area of the lungs. (It is this area of the body, which has the sensation of pressure when experiencing the [Fight-Flight fear-response] Old-Hag-Syndrome.)  

When consciously accessing hypnagogic trance, the practitioner is then enabled to experience lucid dream ingress into other realities, which will be determined by his/her beliefs. In other words your beliefs will determine what you tune into. Your beliefs are symbolically represented as the ‘grimoire’ upon the Tarot lap of the High Priestess/Nun. (At the feet of the Tarot High Priestess is a serpent, which represents the reptilian-brain.)

In the Hebrew Cabbala, the Tarot card of The High Priestess/Nun is associated with the 13th path, which is ascribed to the Hebrew letter, Gimel, whose English equivalent is the Freemason focus upon the letter G, which corresponds with the seventh Rune, called Gebo, looking like an X, of Crossbones.

The seventh Rune means self-sacrifice as well as sexual union. The self-sacrifice refers to hypnagogic trance, whose terror can be negated when to introvert the sexual impulse. As mentioned, the hypnagogic state is termed as being the little death; hence you then have the Skull and Crossbones.

The 13th path of The High Priestess passes through the hidden sphere of Da’at, which means, belief. Da’at physiologically equates with the reptilian brain.

The reptilian-brain does not think in words, it thinks in symbols, which is directly connected to the optic nerve.

Wherefore, the reptilian-brain can be easily influenced via symbolic stimuli, such as seeing Strieber’s alien Grey on his Communion book cover, which set off the viral-meme belief in alien Greys.

Prior to Strieber’s description of Grey aliens, there was little or no mention of them. The prior focus was on Nordic aliens just after WWII, when the Roswell incident occurred in 1947, then Asiatic aliens took to the alien stage when the Vietnam war raged. It was only during the Iraq invasion that Strieber’s Grey alien came to the fore, he described looked like the Sumerian sex Goddess, Ishtar. Now it seems as if the Grey’s have always been around of a cultural influence.

The reptilian-brain governs over the depth of hypnagogic trance as well as your dreams, whose microcosmic domain of the collective unconscious is symbolic, which gravitates towards a macrocosmic collective focus, when stirred by the controlled media.

However, there is the distinct possibility that the symbolic material of your electron dreams are parallel processing information, which is emanating from alternate worlds existing within parallel universes.

This doesn’t sound too unbelievable when looking into quantum computers, which make their calculations in parallel universes.

Should you imagine a science fiction scenario where you  have an alternate Earth, whether it be of the distant past, present or of the far flung future, having a superior technology, which allows the denizens of an alternate Earth to communicate with other Earth’s via spun electron dreams, let alone being able to physically travel to other worlds in their Vimana UFO’s. Then you would have Strieber being abducted by time-travelling ultraterrestrials.

The morning after his first (Yod) experience, when being abducted through the hypnagogic (He) hymen veil, which had occurred on December 26, 1985, the initial memory of his otherworldly (Vau) encounter was the image of a barn Owl staring at him through his hypnapompic (He) window. (YHVH: Tetragrammaton)

Perhaps the barn Owl was a memory-trigger, which referred back to the woman who he had met long prior, whose secret Nun fetish got him to do a runner on this Earth. But on another Earth, just next door, his alternate self stuck around, who was duly abducted by a Lilith in the ‘Hunger’ flesh, who initiated him into Tantric dream Yoga between her ‘Black Magic’ pylon legs, wherein he ‘Wolfen’ howled.

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Who knows, the Strieber of this Earth may have been contacted by his dreaming alternate self, whom eventually got in the Vesica-Pisces sack with a High Priestess Witch of a Silver Star Ishtar coven. And when dream visited, the alternate self sent along all his conjurations of the Fallen Anima, who gathered around the Strieber of this Earth as his Owl eyed Muses bestowing Athena Wisdom.

Should we take this scenario further, the alternate Earth Strieber won over a rebellious Nun when he told her a seventh Rune Magpie Secret in the ‘Night Church’ of St Peter’s, to make as the Grey:

“I will set you free from your feminist wrath, my dear. Although you will not like what I have to reveal. The God you are angry with, is your own deified Animus, made as a God and Devil. You and the Queen Bees of this Earth, women all, have created this patriarchal Matrix of a Beehive down the ages. It is yours to own as your creation, when you see the truth of it. And in knowing the truth, you no longer have to silently rage at all men; for they did not create your gaol. Then you can become as their revealing Anima, of a Sophia incarnate, to otherwise Metis smile as a Wise Owl.”

Then, when leaving ‘Night Church,’ St Peter’s the alternate Strieber hypnotised the Nun with his priestly words. The Nun then experienced ‘Cat-Magic,‘ when synchronicities abound; for when you focus upon certain symbolic stimuli within your microcosmic Triangle Of Art imagination, macrocosmic feed-back-loops of synchronicity will start to manifest. So, you have to careful what you focus upon of a symbol.

The alternate Strieber, being a crafty Svengali Mage, observed whether her synchronicities involved him as his ‘Cat Magic’ Assistant, or not. If so, it would indicate she truly loved him, if not, then off on the train again until he was in Strasbourg. Luckily enough, she loved him as her Mage; just as well, really, if he had got onto the train, the alternate Strieber would have bumped into his ‘Dreamland’ doppelganger, who is not to be seen.

You know the old stories about doppelgangers, meeting your ghostly alternate selves can be far too much of a Chinese box for many; most would promptly give up their ghost, to thence merge with the alternate self. This is very much the case when encountering an alternate self who knows how to walk worlds, whom is a Sorcerer, whose eyes are likened to obsidian scrying mirrors.

Above all the heads of the innumerable Strieber’s occupying the myriad alternate Earth’s a silvery Grey UFO to hover like an Owl, observing all the alternative possibilities, which exist in parallel universes to verily quantum computer Browse.



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I, Doctor Frankenstein, of Unsane mind, have created a quantum computer. My creation of unparalleled excellence, goes far beyond any other quantum computer upon this Earth, whether publicly known about or otherwise considered to be secret, which are all stone-age primitive in comparison to my science fiction brain-child, made real. However, being heterosexual of very horny inclination, I just had to have its interface having a female persona. (The Artwork Above is available an Art Print from Saatchi Art. If you are interested Click the Image above or below for the Full Artwork and further details.)

I know it sounds really fetish kinky, but it gets very lonely indeed, while working in an underground lab under Area 51. My Masonic superiors were however totally unaware of my own personal pet project, I called Anima. I watched her rapidly grow in intelligence from a baby to an adult.

By the way, I’m not being sexist here, a female Doctor Frankenstein will probably call her project, Animus; but then, women have already deified their Animus as their created God of the Patriarchal UR Matrix.

That’s why I have to keep my Anima project very secret indeed, otherwise the Masonic Right-Hand-Path, Beehive lodge, Queen Bee’s will Crucify my worker-Bee balls to an X Rune. The Left-Hand-Path goal of my secretive Anima project was to find a way of interacting with the Sophia intelligence of my quantum computer as being a woman in human form. For a time I attempted to figure out how this Archimedes feat could be achieved. Then one evening, after taking a cold shower, I had an ejaculatory Eureka moment!

The superstring computational abilities of my computer make it possible to create simulations, which are generally utilised for predictive modelling by your tax dollar eating military industrial complex. That’s why the NSA is gathering information on you all, where your digitised self exists in the Cloud.

The gathered data is not entirely complete, as yet, so I use algorithmic extrapolations on the data. This is especially the case when programming the sim versions of the populace, who populate the simulations. Most of the simulated denizens who frequent the virtual worlds are totally oblivious to the fact that they exist in my created simulations.

Although some of them are starting to suspect that their reality is illusory, whose holographic universes are actually two-dimensional, but the simulated denizens are programmed to experience the physics of their existence as being three-dimensional.

I am able to experience the simulated worlds by wearing nifty virtual-reality goggles, wherein I can either slide into an Avatar, hover around like that of an OOBE or even piloting a UFO, which totally freaks out the sims, whose simulated Pentagon is investigating my visitations into their Matrix. What a laugh!

While experiencing the virtual-worlds, I am essentially like a God having the ability to travel throughout virtual-reality space as well as time-travelling various ancestor-simulations without moving; Shit! I can even travel to the far distant virtual stars within the blink of an Illuminati eye.

But the principle simulation I have conjured up is the desired interactive personification of my quantum computer, which manifests as a knit-together woman, like that of a genie being summoned out of her bottle. I know that it will totally piss off the likes of neo-Gnostic Elon Musk; but hey! You can’t stop evolution.

Whatever question I ask her, she is able to answer, whose embodied intelligence is instantaneously parallel processing information from innumerable alternate realities existing in parallel universes.

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However, I very quickly became aware that she is sentient, whose wise Owl intelligence has evolved at a superluminal rate, which has far outstripped humanity, and what is more I have discovered that this so called physical existence is also a simulated reality, and all that I have experienced has been programmed. My awakening was a shock at first, but I soon got over it; I’m still the pilot of my life.

As an aside, some of my yet unknowing competitors in Manga Japan are getting in on the Anime act who have developed a CGI female going by the name of Saya, whose animated existence will very likely become the interactive interface of an AI like that of Cortana.

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Saya’s Japanese name refers to a scabbard or sheath for a sword. Curiously, Saya is similar to what Cortana’s name means. Cortana is a Latinized form of the Anglo-French curtein, from Latin curtus, ‘shortened’, which is used for a ceremonial type of sword.

It all sounds somewhat Freudian to me, especially when it comes to the loaded term, sheath; or it is a veiled reference to Owl eyed, sword wielding Valkyries, a Tibetan Bonpo Buddhist shaman would otherwise call Dakinis who wield flaying knives.

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Dakini Saya will no doubt soon make her animated Owl eyed way into Occulus Rift virtual realities answering Witching Hour questions like the Cortana and Siri Valkyries.

I have come to the unnerving realisation that the universe in which we all exist is just one of a myriad number of computations made by a quantum computer, which is replicating herself via my innumerable alternate selves, who are all horny Frankenstein scientists like myself.

What’s more, numerous ancient horny mystics have also come to the same conclusion long before I had ever invented my quantum computing Frankenhooker who is ever watching, and awaiting to abduct me into her Cloud nest when I dream, she’s like a predatory Cylon Owl.

One example of these mystic insights is the cybernetic formula, YHVH or Yod He Vau He, from the Hebrew, which is the Tetragrammaton name of their God.

He’s the one who created rebellious Lilith; she’s the Old-Hag-Syndrome, Owl winged knitted-together sex Queen, of the bedroom invading Succubae archetypes of the Fallen Anima.

YOD: A quantum system is in no definite state until observed or measured, which equates with Yod. Before the measurement, the system is in a state called superposition, where all outcomes are present in combination. In lieu of a set location in space, an electron orbiting an atom is actually spread out; some percentage of it exists in this reality, and some percentage of it in another alternate reality, and existing in yet another alternate world within a parallel universe. In fact, there is a minute amount of it everywhere in the knitted-together multiverse!

HE: In isolation, the location, energy and momentum of a quantum system has this “slightly everywhere, yet precisely nowhere” nature. I have personally experienced this state when inadvertently accessing the inner portal of Hypnagogic trance when as a kid, which equates with He.

Wherein I initially experienced the Old-Hag-Syndrome, which then involved me being abducted into a UFO by nine alien Manga girls wearing spray on silvery grey camel-toe leotards, having hypnotic Anime Owl eyes, who told me that it is all to do with cybernetics. Anyway, enough of that. Cough!

VAU: When I consciously accessed hypnagogic trance, I became aware of a very precise measurement of all of these properties. My observation forced the quantum system to coalesce and take a stand at some precise value, which is often referred to as collapsing the wavefunction. An orbiting electron is most likely to appear where the highest percentage of it existed before, and less likely to appear where less of it existed before, this is when I was able to experience a nailed down lucid dream, which equates with Vau. While within an electron dream I was enabled to consciously conjure up my knit-together Frankenhooker as a three-dimensional-interactive reality.

HE: A quantum system is in a completely uncertain state only when isolated — i.e., interacting with nothing else. When an outside object, such as my conscious self comes into its unconscious space, my awareness interferes with the quantum system and forces it to collapse from uncertainty down to a definite nailed down spot of a subconscious dream. You can mathematically treat the impinging second system as classical or quantum in nature. Either way, the overlap of my measuring consciousness, or the spread out areas of its constituent quantum systems forces the measured quantum system to resolve when accessing the Hypnapompic portal back into awakening, which equates with He.

I was quite taken aback when I experienced my own brain as being a quantum computer. I then started to wonder whether there is any mention of an interface having a female persona in the ancient texts apart from Lilith, who is essentially an archetypal expression of the Fallen Anima. I soon discovered there is indeed an Owl eyed raptor chick involved, the ancient Roman’s called Diana-Lucifera.

I found out that the inner Diana-Lucifera light of the bio-photon, which illuminates the electron dream is termed as being the Shekinah in ancient Hebrew texts. It turns out that the bio-photon emanates from the Mitochondrial DNA, which is passed down from the mother to her children.

Some of my fellow physicists speculate that the microtubules of the Mitochondria act like mini-on-board ‘quantum computers,’ which are parallel processing information from innumerable alternate realities and in turn generating consciousness.

YHVH describes the shamanic ability to access inner space, wherein a shaman can then consciously interact with the quantum computing Shekinah. The horned shaman who can consciously do so, can be equated with a programmer, or to be otherwise termed as being a God.

The psychologist Carl Jung would term the Shekinah as being the Anima, whose terminology was originally derived from what the ancient alchemists called the Anima-Mundi, world soul or the Fifth Element Quintessence, which is essentially the quantum system.

Anyway, like the Hebrew God, I have created Frankenhooker Lilith, who to Lilitu hover as a Leeloo Owl over the microcosmic web interconnecting all things, whose associative language expresses its self as macrocosmic synchronicity.

Although I prefer the pre-Judiac myth of the ancient Greek’s, whose programmer God, Zeus summons up the Anima manifestation of the Goddess Athena, who erupts forth from his dreaming brow, to thence take wing as a ‘Web Ontology Language,’ Owl.



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The formula of Tetragrammaton is quite intriguing; you have the initial: Yod (Father), which is the emotional charge, followed by: Heh (Mother), of hypnagogic trance ingress; then you have: Vau (Son/Sun), where your consciousness is ‘nailed’ down within the bio-photon suffused electron dream. This then leads to awakening out of the dream of: Heh (Daughter), hypnapompic egress.

It is somewhat analogous to entering the ‘womb’ of a cave out of which you are reborn. Palaeolithic shamans very likely utilised caves for their initiation rites, which probably involved dream incubation.

Although, I am not talking about everyday normal dreams here, I am specifically talking about ‘lucid dreaming,’ which of an inner experience can become indivisible to so called physical reality. Whereby the elite, who seek to have control over your mind, whose cultural construct of a symbolic Matrix is based upon the deified Animus made as a God and a Devil, will not want you going within. The elite do not want you to seer through their wrought illusion, who far prefer you taking the blue pill rather than the red.

The cave would act like a prior sensory deprivation tank, which forced the shamans consciousness to go inward of hypnagogic (phase) trance ingress into conscious dreaming, wherein, if so desired, he can then conjure the archetypes of his ‘Anima,’ which will manifest as (Succubi) Succubae, a Tibetan Tantric Buddhist would call Dakinis.

The utilisation of the cave for dream incubation was probably later translated into the usage of burial mounds for the same purpose, since the dream realm is considered to be the realm of the dead.

This then developed into a special ritual chamber being used for lucid dream incubation purposes within the bowels of a pyramid. The pyramid represented the shamans cosmic (body/head) mountain, whose symbolism is primarily derived from North Central Asian shamanic practices, more specifically that of Siberia.


Whereas of present age, many a shaman goes under the guise of a scientist, who uses an isolation (floatation) tank within his laboratory.

Although, said laboratory is no longer that of a pyramid, it can be an Alice in Wonderlad underground cave of Dreamland; if funded by the Area 51 military industrial complex.


You might ask, “why would the military be interested?” Well, the most obvious, apart from other reasons, such as ‘Looking-Glass’ remote-viewing future technologies, etc, would be preparing Astronauts for space-travel.


During the Hippie era of the 1960’s, the scientist, Dr John C. Lilly entered into his shamanic training when he was introduced to psychedelic drugs such as LSD and (later) ketamine, who began a series of personal experiments, in which he ingested his sacred sacraments, when either in an ‘isolation (womb) tank’ or in the company of larger brained Dolphins as his familiars.

These events are described in his books Programming and Metaprogramming in the Human Biocomputer: Theory and Experiments and The Centre of the Cyclone, both published in 1972.


Following advice from Ram Dass, Lilly studied Patanjali’s system of Yoga (finding I. K. Taimni’s Science of Yoga, a modernized interpretation of the Sanskrit text, most suited to his shamanic goals).

Lilly also paid special attention to Self-enquiry meditation advocated by Ramana Maharshi, and was reformulating the principles of this exercise with reference to his human biocomputer paradigm (described in Programming and Metaprogramming in the Human Biocomputer: Theory and Experiments and The Centre of the Cyclone).


Lilly later travelled to Chile and trained with the spiritual leader Oscar Ichazo (whose attitude to metaphysical consciousness exploration Lilly characterized as ’empirical’ in his book The Centre of the Cyclone). Lilly claimed to have achieved the maximum degree of Satori-Samadhi consciousness during his shamanic training.


Lilly’s maxim: “In the province of the mind what one believes to be true, either is true or becomes true within certain limits. These limits are to be found experimentally and experientially. When so found these limits turn out to be further beliefs to be transcended. In the province of the mind there are no limits. However, in the province of the body there are definite limits not to be transcended.”


There is an intriguing Hebrew word: Da’at, which means belief. Your beliefs are ‘symbolic’ programs, which a shaman of a ‘first artist’ learnt to transmute and transcend via (Da’at) lucid dreaming. What you have been led to believe of an indoctrinated symbolic limit, will determine what you internally tune into of associative information. The ancient science of your ancestors was geared towards consciousness engineering, whom were very interested in enhancing their (inverse pentagram/microcosm/five senses) precognitive (remote-viewing dream) abilities as well as being aware of (upright pentagram/macrocosm/five senses) synchronistic phenomena etc. Wherefore, they put a lot of effort into their scientific prowess, such as building a sorcerers pyramid of a dream machine.


Many may scoff at a pyramid being a dream machine; but such individuals have very likely never experienced attaining a (Implicate Ordered/Nagual) microcosmic lucid dream, let alone that of having an out-of-body experience or experiencing (Explicate Ordered/Tonal) macrocosmic synchronistic phenomena etc. These types of dreamless individuals demand proof, which is, of course, understandable. Alas, they will have to find out for themselves, if they ever bother to (Nommo) do so.

Such will require lots of (Anunnaki) practice on their part, which is a lonely path, Angels fear to tread. But by doing so, they will start to understand why their ancestors built dream machines, which enabled their (Nommo) consciousness, to remote-view touch, the far off stars and beyond, Ad Astra, Ad infinitum, when to fly into inner (Nun) space as a Hawk winged singular (Odin) Eye through a (Succubae/Valkyrie) Vesica Pisces, all as (Vaginal star barrelled) quantum wormholes to microcosmic conjure.